live with no regrets

yoyoyo. it's Emilee. I dont really know how to start this, so... ok. I'm not tryong to say im depressed, but everyone has their days. I have a few friends i'd do anything for, but sometimes i feel like i do more for them. Im probably just over reacting;usual. in 2009 i was diagnosied with diabeties, its a daily struggle&its probably my main stress. me and my mom dont have a very good realationship at all. constant fighting when ever we talk, i dont know how to stop, she puts me down all the time. she says im mean to her, but im so sarcastic and shes the complete opposite. me and my 8year old sister fight alot too. my dad understands me the most, but i really want to move in with my older sister & her husband until graduation. hes more of a brother than my actuall brother. i want to move to south carolina so bad, im going to college there. im moving out on my 18th birthday;july 24 2016. i go to Ludingotn, MI every summer for ten days:camping<3 ive been going since before i was one. i hate my school &everyone in it. i just want to have fun&party but i have so many more secrets no one knows about & probably never will.
Lol, who am i kidding? no one even read that.